What could have happened?
Some shit happened to me and I want to know if there is a meaning or u can give me a meaning or maybe give me ur perspective on wat happened to me in the past couple of years. It's kinda of long story but if u take ur time to read it I totally appreciate it.
And no I was not on drugs. My life was going great until this happened.
About couple of years ago I had this weird feeling that people was following me. I was hearing soft voices saying that I was discusting. This happened to for a couple of weeks before I freaked out bcuz my phone camera buzzed and the camera was on. I thought it was just a bug going around and I threw it away and got a new phone that was totally different from the old phone. Few hours later after I got out of the shower my phone buzzed and my camera was on again. That's when I went all crazy and thought ppl were following me. When I went to my room I had the news on and I thought they were talking about me. So somehow I thought my ex girlfriend killed herself and a slight louder voice told me she did killer her self. I told the voice "that's not true I see her on Facebook." The voice told me "no her phone is hacked like ur phone to." I stared crying hard. When I was crying I saw these images in my heard. I remember seeing 2 memes on Facebook. One image was a rooster getting his head blown off saying "one way out". The other image that my ex girlfriend posted saying "do u wonder y I get paranoid when I see the number 420 u wonder y I get paranoid". The thing is I was always see the number 420 everywhere too. The voice told me "kill urself or find out wat number 420 means." I was crying for about 30 mins before I went to sleep. When I woke up the voice told me "wake up! I'm about to show u how cruel the world really is and I'm about to show u about how to beat the system. Now turn on the news and follow, listen and do wat it says". So I did. 10 mins later when I was watching the news the voice said "u get it? Now go out look for the signs" When I went to look for the signs my camera was turning on and when I start texting it would delete what I said and put something else. All this craziness lead me to a criminal trespass bcuz I was protesting against child pornography.
A year later past by I got a nicer car and everything was going good again. Untill I saw on my phone of a weather widget of a moon that was halfway. The moon turned full and back to half. I thought to myself "is this really happening again? So if I go outside and see the moon full I'm gonna freak out." So I went outside and the moon was full. I freaked out and starting to post alot on Facebook. Everytime I post something I felt more powerful. My friends were telling me that my posts was freaking out ppl. Like they were crying and freaking out. Also weird coincidence stuff happened when I post something. I also researched "repeating 420 number" bcuz I remember the voice told me before that I need to find out what it means and it said it was a number of an angel. When I found that out that's when I was reborn. I was in tears thanking God that he showed me a sign that he was there looking out for me. All that craziness lead me to hit a car on purpose bcuz I thought he was following me and I thought I could get away with any crime. That's when the cops saw me tripping out and sent to a suicide tank. When I was in the tank I had this vest on with two velcros on my shoulders. When I was sitting down in the tank and a Velcro disappeared. So I thought when something like this happens there is usually a "sign". So I started to look around the graffiti on the walls and somehow I figured to look at the pentagram and point it in a certain way. So I did. When I did it repeatedly that's when another Velcro disappeared. So there was no way to keep it on.
What could all this mean?
psychos would be the modern explanation. you maybe in need of some type of psycho drug therapy, depending on your physical chemical condition. But a medical evaluation might make your event clearer if you seek out a medical evaluation of your current condition.other whys there are avenues that i cant express at this time.
god bless ,and best wishes
moveslikejagger
Did u read all the way to the end? Before and after I did the pentagram something happened. That's y I think it wasn't all in my head
that is why i said what i said
i am not judging or trying to give a medical evaluation.
i was simply saying in coimmon terms of medical science this may be the issue
with what you have restated i would say that confirms my concerns you may need medical and chemical assistance. just a opinion. take it or leave it as it lays.
best wishes
moveslikejagger
I really hope you get all the answers on that, I was shocked on your story on what happened to you. I hope you get all the help.
"420, 4:20, or 4/20 (pronounced four-twenty) is a code-term in cannabis culture that refers to the consumption of cannabis, especially smoking cannabis around the time 4:20 p.m. (or 16:20 in 24-hour notation) and smoking cannabis in celebration on the date April 20 (which is 4/20 in U.S. form)" - Wikki. so that defines what 420 means in modern day society and it comes up quite often.
The situation all seems to be one giant trip on a magic mushroom (something equally as bad), have you been around anyone that could have influenced you or slipped something in your drink? not saying that you have just that's the way the events unfolded like a bad trip.
Also psycho is something completely different, this is paranoia lead from fear not psychosis so something must have triggered this series of events but i am no doctor and this isn't a diagnosis of any way.
pentagram depends on which way as the star is also a pagan/wicca thing as the star represents the earth and 5 elements.
I used to get equally crazy things happen i and couldn't explain them, they did stop however after i challenged them. hopefully you don't go through this again because whatever it is causing it is trying to make you fear, don't let it and continue as normal.
This sounds like psychosis. If it happens again, try this out.
Go to a doctor or hospital and have them give you a drug that prevents psychosis from continuing. If it works, you have your answer.
I did read to the end -- and I think it sounds like a brain thing. Rule that out before you look at other avenues!
Ya I'm on Haldol and it does seem to work for my paranoia. I just found it all weird especially after the pentagram in the suicide tank. I just thought this whole thing could have been connected in some way
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