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Thank you Carissima!
Dear Carissima, I found myself on a crossroad in my private life, I am unsure what is the right decision at this time and as this decision bears important consequences for my daughter's life, I could really use an advice or two. I do not feel about her father the way I should feel about him and I have an inner sensation that I will never be able to achieve the unity with him that I wish for, to create the family I wish to and I feel I will never be able to develop my life to the fullest extent next to him, that we will never be able to function like that. Which is the path that I should take that would be in the highest good of everyone involved? Thank you so much in advance for any insight on the matter.
A big hug!
Hi Loved. I'm sorry I don't do relationship reads unless Spirit touch on them direct. I can offer you a general reading and see what comes up, if spirit come through to connect for the family/relationship reads then that might be more of what you are looking for than a specific question. I find specific questions can halt the flow of what needs to be said. Best to be open to receiving any universal or messages that come through to you. I'll leave that for you to decide though if you want more of a general reading to see what comes up - Peace & Blessings Caris
Dear Carissima, would love to have a general reading, thank you!
still waiting until i'm drawn on this x
Hi Loved
From what I can see around your energy, you have a peaceful vibe about you, your energy is a beautiful golden light that's bordering on yellowy gold with a mixture of bright white light in within the aura. You may be feeling peaceful and contented at this point in time. your path ahead looks clear, though you have felt discouraged from continuing the path in the past. you have questions sure as do we all but the most important one raised is about love and living.
you are asked to love yourself first to accept you for who you are flaws and all first before finding a love with others. the self-acceptance lesson is one that you are learning to accept you for you and to find yourself again within your journey. your true essence is a part of your higher self, you are learning to trust in your own instincts and in your intuition, which is the feminine part of you shining through your aura at greater lengths.
The first card I draw IS the tower card for distant past.
It shows you have been on a turbulent journey sorting out your old emotions and beliefs, frequently assessing your surroundings and current situation. You are changing and developing and all these changes are happening for good reasons alone as you find your soul circle of friends and are becoming true with yourself and your path. You are united and this situation has come in rather close to home for your liking. It is to do with trust and distrust in yourself and in your heart to focus on things that you wish to do especially in your dreams too. These dreams are indeed important for you to focus on as you draw inspiration in from them. They can be your regular dreams, daydreams or meditation moments in your life where you practice mindfulness in your path.
The second card is temperance for present
You are doing a lot of self-reflection work as of late, purifying your collection of thoughts and sorting out your old selection of beliefs, what you believe in is purely up to you, you are working with your light and the enhancement of your innate abilities and gifts are in connection with saturn energy on this card, planetary healing may be up your street to give yourself the encouragement to detox your awareness and clear any guiding energy that makes you feel heavy. you also have someone thinking of you -- right ear -- so i would ask you to keep your protections higher than necessary if only to keep you perfectly safe. you are protected by angel primarily angel chamuel, if you are looking for love too you can place a triangle of rose quartz energies above your bed to invite rose quartz and love into your life, rose quartz is the stone to work with in the concept of initaiting new relationships. you can also cosmic order in by positive manifestation and truly acknowledge and detail what you want from the universe in order to send it through to you.
last card for future (as you know future is not set in stone) is the IV of coins
it shows a male energy on this card, he is very wise character who knows who to trust and who not to, he is a grounding energy and very much a figure of support, feels like a dad / father figure already who is coming in to watch over the situation around you, he is opening a box which shows that there is a situation around you where you've felt conflict and uneasiness surrounding it -- like opening up a pandora's box -- you have to be careful to ask the right questions and process the answers you want from the questions that have been asked, and answered, when you ask the right questions the right answers will be given, this father figure also reminds me of a mentor/teacher guide figure, for some reason too I have fisherman on the mind as well bringing in the much needed BALANCE for your being and consciousness.
he is very much a family man though and had the dedication to work hard for what he wanted , which you do as well, 40s-50s age group, definitely living though rather than spirit - his message for you is love yourself for whom you are - a simon & a Jamie (rarely get names) name reference coming in here -- but one for you to keep watch for and click into place if can't take it right away.
you are asked to focus on you though and put you first so that you can begin to love others and find the relationship that you seek, accept yourself first flaws and all, so that you can learn to appreciate the beauty of the gift of love that you've been given and if you have not found it yet, know that love will find you even when we least expect it to.
Peace & Blessings Loved, hope that helped xx Caris x
Thank you my dear. While you were writing this my precious dog died in a brutal accident: do you maybe have a message from her?
Sorry, I don't. This is all that came in at the time of the link. Thanks :o)
Thank you so much for this reading my dear. I will come back to it once the grieving subsides. Lots of love and light.
Hi i am zeni.i feel trapped...please change my past,present.. Make me escape to whole another world.i shoukdnt have spent it isolated...i was stubborn and ruined time...i got clinically depressed...please change everything
Thanx
Hi Zeni. I doubt I could help on changing your past. The past is gone completely so no need to relive it - the best insight I could possibly offer would be about forgiving yourself for the past you've put yourself through and about forgiving yourself for all the difficulties that you've have encountered, its all a part of your learning pathway in making you who you are today. As far as the whole another world factor goes, I can offer you a general reading in seeing what comes if you would prefer? But I firmly suggest that you come into chat and find us here, you may find a whole new circle of soul family & friends on site who will help and support you through the periods of isolation where perhaps the loneliness is tough at times. I can't change a thing - its up to you to change your life, I can help you by offering you a general reading, which may put things into a better perspective for you. Fundamentally, I suggest you to focus on counting your blessings and to be grateful for what you have got from a positive outlook especially when the going gets tough & learning to love yourself and who you are for the purpose you will rediscover when you find your true and authentic self & personality.
Please take what resonates with you and disregard anything that does not resonate with ya, leave that in the depth of this reading & post.
zeni, the first information I picked up around you is that you are searching for answers in regards to your lifestyle, you feel a bit lost and out of place with the world as you know it, its like you haven't been able to find you for whom you are truly and are a bit disconnected with your path and your way of life today. you also had a choice back in the day which you made and wasn't successful with going through with it, this choice brought a lot of emotions up to the surface for you to deal with, you are empathetic and pick up on a lot of emotional turmoil and sadness moods as well, you are surrounded by angels as well who are helping you furthermore with your path today but you need to work your way through the fears you have because these are human fears, granted, remember, we are spiritual beings living a human experience so any fears you have can be shifted and subsided into peacefulness, part of it is facing the unknown, part of it is being prepared for what you want to learn here on earth and taking on board the life lessons you have along with it as a part of your journey too
you are strong person with oodles of strength, it feels like you are in a tunnel at the moment with the hope side of things but movement is indeed coming into your horizons to change things around you on your path,
first card is the IV OF Cups, you are thinking and contemplating on how to change your personality and your life, there is a lot of guiding energy around you including confusion too which brings to mind why you are here learning what you are learning in the first place, you just need to learn how to shift your focus and perspective into positive and focusing on the positives in your life, counting your blessings for what you have got, you are worrying a lot at the moment but are expressing yourself through artwork and writing, communication your voice & True desires, you need to focus on what YOU want out of life and take charge of your life, instead of sitting and letting life pass you by. TAKE ACTION on what you want to do, whether it be in friendships or relationships, you need to let people in to get to know you, this brings on a lesson in TRUST, you also need to trust in you. This challenge will take time and development but you will indeed get there on your path and on your journey. I'm also given the word of COLLEGE in here so I don't know if you've been looking at studying a course in education of some description, looking at psychology perhaps? You need to trust in your heart's word and in your dream. You have gifts and abilities that will indeed help other people find theirs. As long as your heart is in the right place, you know, people will accept you for who you are, not the label that you are looking at. I feel you volunteer a lot of information about yourself too when there is truly no need to do that. You need to work out if you can TRUST the person first before you let them know about yourself and how you feel.
Knight of Wands
There is a male around you in your life in close connection with a older gentleman, perhaps a guiding father figure around you who is keen to help you find your bearings and your path forwards. you are currently in a situation where it feels like a rut, but the only way out of it is moving forwards. You need to focus on the future, and not look back at the past. The past is gone, no need to relive it but draw on the lessons you have taken from it and live for today, be grateful for everything you have got in your life and aware that more good things will come to you the moment you shift your perspective to the positive - through law of attraction and the secret law of manifestation in drawing the positive blessings to you!
The sword cards - VII & II & IV of swords
These cards show that you have worries and burdens that are stacking up on you, but if you confide in a trusted friend - your angel helpers as well team who are around you, AA Michael & Raphael both spring to mind, these angels will help set you back on track with your direction in learning to love yourself for who you are as well as laying fears and worries and old feelings to rest. Surround yourself in the source light of love so that you feel safe and protected in your own skin. You have an affinity to the stars as well or the night sky, its almost a case of you take notice of things when you are on your own, notice of who is in your surroundings as much as anything else. The priestess in alignment with this card shows that you have a lot of hidden knowledge at your disposal through the universe that you can access via your higher self and instincts, which may discern the truth as to whom you are and help you find yourself again through meditation and taking your time to breathe, relax, in your own skin and getting to know yourself again for you - you need to let go of the old emotion and detox as well - declutter anything that's old that can be put to good use as well for other people.... making space for the new.... to come in...it is coming as movement on your horizons.... clearing and sifting away the stagnant energies that are being guided out...
II Coins - You are quite the detective in your own energy fields, you know who to to be mindful of letting into your life and who you don't trust, you stay away from them as your intuition tells you so. You trust in your intuition, now is the time to trust in yourself. Also when you feel the need to cry, cry, because tears are healing and you can start to feel lighter afterwards as you begin to look at things in a different light entirely. You can change your destiny and your path, but only YOU (nobody else) can do that for you. Free will & Freedom of choice, etc. You have a strong interest in healing as well but are learning to heal yourself within first so that you can begin through gradual steps to help others. I do feel that you also sense spirit or when someone is there but have not progressed up to mediumship work yet partly because you do not feel comfortable in yourself first to accept what you are sensing or experiencing.
They will call you when the time is right though when you feel ready, the teacher will step forwards to help you learn.
Last card - The Magician - Opportunity card
this is to do with money, and your financial situation, you are asked to save your coppers / pennies. Abundance is coming to you in a materialistic form, a windfall of about 200.00 i want to say is headed your way so keep your eyes peeled for this. you want to be reflective of what you spend your money on and budget where possible, you can ask the universe for extra help on this where needed and things are looking up for you on your horizon, as long as you think positively and draw the positives to you. you are also sorting out your old beliefs and faiths as well as of late soul searching to find answers to questions you have asked for guidance for, i'm not getting much else in with this but know that angels and universe will help you to find your way forwards, but the changes are definitely around you and are coming, they should be with you in a matter of weeks up to a few months, presuming you want to make the changes to take action on going forwards with your dreams, hopes and desires.
All the best to you zeni, I hope this helps ya move forward. Welcome to the site by the way, thanks for the opportunity to read and work with your energy. Love going out to you from here, CR 🙂
Hey all. I will be devising or testing out a new structure in my reads to make them more interactive for the sitters on forums, rather than putting them as paragraphs,
I will not be reading as often on forums, though the bio will still be here if anyone wants to request one from me in future. Otherwise, catch me more in chat if you would,
I figure that the paragraphs just aren't working for my style anymore so one liners and double spaced reads would indefinitely be more suited for the purpose alone and it may make it more interactive for sitter as well so as to ensure they don't sit here reading through whole paragraphs, making it more concise.
I aim to read more in the chat, though, but even more so keeping mindful of structure as well in there too. Just considered that this is possibly what I'm missing on my reading style, that might need changing for the better reasons alone.
Thanks all. Catch you in chat I hope.
Hi 🙂 if possible, I'd like a reading, please. Thanks!
Hi I'd appreciate a reading if you can do one for me.Thanks, Susan
CelticRose, I would like a reading for my house and my grandson when you have time. I had asked Shadow but it doesn't look like that person is on this forum any more.
Thank you.
I have time DesertRat - sorry to hear that Shadow isn't around. Perhaps they are taking a break at the moment. If you know where the chat room is, could we arrange a time to meet in there? I kinda am saving my energy so as not to read in the forums and chat is a more hands on experience as well. Same with you Brissmith, if you can find the chatroom on the Group Chat tab and find me in there, you see, forum readings are more passive i find and the connection isn't always there? So if you both can find me in chat, I'd be more than happy to read for you both.
Thanks CelticRose. I will check out chat.
Hey DesertRat, saw you'd left earlier on. Monday evening - UK GMT time at 7ish is good time for me. How about you?