Quote from Nirvanawarrior on 20 June 2023, 00:07

I was here many years ago, in a time of serious transition and life evolution, 2013.

My email wasn't recognized and I had to reregister. I came across this forum doing searches and recognized it and felt drawn back again.

I am facing the most personally traumatic and challenging experiences of my life. On one hand, I feel that these experiences are perhaps necessary to attain enlightenment, however, I am in a state of chronic suffering.

Mindfulness, meditation, therapy, all have been done. So far I am only acutely aware of the need for physical and emotional healing, nothing I am doing is resulting in true healing.

My intuition is telling me that even though I am plugging and chugging away at daily life I am seeing my spirit guides overnight (they've since added more - it's feeling like a conference) and begging them to end this "game."

I am a giver and have been told that I am a teacher during spirit guides meditations in the past. As much as I give to others, and offer the gift of love and acceptance, I hope someone feels pulled to impart their intuitive insight on how to proceed on this very difficult path of spiritual and physical healing

HUGS