I think a demon takes over when I'm drunk...
I'm in desperate need of help. Almost every time I drink, which I love doing, I black out even if I don't drink that much. I don't drink liquor only beer, an when I black out bad stuff happens that I don't remember and can't explain. Mainly just me flipping out and saying things I would never say, but also suicidal thoughts. I need help please!!!
Get yourself into a Christian based church as soon as you can, you are being tempted, and you have the chance to change your life now, and it takes a real man to admit that he has made some bad choices, it means also that just with you asking for help you my brother, you have a destiny about ready to unfold in your life, ask God to help you, and get a preacher who can help pray over you and help you get delivered from this struggle in your life, I see a long road with some good things coming for your life, but only if you choose to change the outcome now, think of yourself and what you are doing, especially to those who care about you in your life, even those you never met like me, but I still care about you my brother, just know your never alone, coming here to ask for help was next best thing, at least you see how your life is, and I believe you will have a better life soon, but you will have to give up some things you really like about drinking regardless, just know you can do this in Jesus name, and I pray he helps you as well, not just from what I've seen already about your life, but about how you have also been hurt, and just know by you coming here and getting some clearvoyance, that was a divine appointment set up by Jesus and God themselves, don't give up out there, you have what it takes to change your life now, I see a lot that you worry about from your past especially, but just know the past is the past, you can't change your past, but you can change the outcome of your future my brother.
You can achieve this have faith that God will help your life.
Thank you for the advice, I appreciate it dearly. I am a woman just to let you, I will consider what you have said and possibly get my family involved. Thank you!☺
I picked you up, but I don't always get the gender correct, so my apologies mam, but yes what I said goes straight through