hole in my soul.
lost without my best mate.
Hi Mcn00ter, your soul is searching for another to help and is calling for that person to step forwards, this person's friendship you have been separated from and its making you feel lost, but this is empathy you are picking up from the other person so its not your feeling to feel as well, you have needs as well that require extra cleansing and protection in violet flame energies helping you to transmute any weaknesses or negative behaviour habits. you have old thoughts that also require extra clearing, you have been through heartache, loss and you are asking questions maybe not necessarily the right ones, but ones that ask why has this happened?? why me? There is a lemurian energy also around you in crystal interests so if it hasn't found you yet, it will soon in the form of a visiting crystal, and help you through the difficult times.
This connection was like a twin connection, not twin flame but close enough to being soul family for you, you have a silvery and a pink aura, you are disconnected right now but you will find your way forwards again. You need to focus on the future though not back at the past. There is a strong sense that this person will contact you in their own time, just need the space to heal first. I also get the names of Nathan and James in with this connection too which are relevant to the link. I hope this helps you move forwards.
I am so very thankful that you took the time to reply to my post. That means more to me than you could ever know and yes my heart is heavy but it is just one of millions all over the world and your kind words and precious time taken when replying is the nicest thing anyone has done for me and i promise to repay this kindness by helping anyone that i can wherevef i can. Sending you much love, jacqueline x
Mcn00ter wrote: ↑Sat Apr 25, 2020 2:49 pm
lost without my best mate.
It took me time to reply to this as it's too close to home, the feeling is huge, I know as I lost my Bobby of 17 years, I rescued him at the time he was 4 years old.
If you can do your natal chart, I can view your pet via astrology through the 6th house in your natal chart. You can post your natal chart here.
Oh seven im so sorry if i reminded you of your pain but i think words are needed here as the connection is made and understood. Thank you for your kind offer so i shall endevour to do my very best and work out how to do a natal chart but just your wanting to help has made me feel better.
Love and hugs x
will this help?
Your ascendant , Gemini (ruler Mercury) is in Libra 6 th house, your pet's energy is Venus which is in your 4th house Leo, this shows what a tight bond your pet has with you and you with dog ......the aspect creates a 3/11 energy this energy you have with your dog is about communication, being able to understand each other and it's a rare gift of energy when it flows like this .....combining energies are Sun, Pluto, Uranus, Jupiter, there within was lots of love, playfulness, shared secrets and I feel your pet acted like a gatekeeper, to protect and was very protective ......If you did astral or worked in any spiritual endeavors. This strong energy your dog has carries on so his energy will never leave your side as in watching over you as seen by Venus being in your environment. The emotional bond was also ( as I mentioned ) like a gatekeeper for you as seen by the energy of the Moon 9th Capricorn ......your pet indeed is always there for you as seen by the aspect of 6/8 ( Moon/Capricorn to 2nd 3rd house Cancer) and looks out so no harm or negative energies can touch you.
When I see the healing energies your pet used and uses shows me that your pet wants you to create a space for you within your home to heal, such as make a book of memories do something that is very special. Your pet's energy is strong within your creativity .......healing through writing comes in or putting, organizing thoughts in such a way that it brings in healing ( your pet's Moon Capricorn) is saying. Your pet treasured every minute being with you as shown to me, Sun in your pet's 2nd house of Virgo and Mercury tight bond with Venus your pet's energy.
Sending you healing as I surround both you and your pet
Seven
Im crying as i type this seven and i dont know how i can ever thank you for the time taken to do this for me. Time here on earth is the most precious thing a person can give to another and a gift i never forget. I am stuck for words which trust me rarely happens
Just know that you have made a complete stranger feel better and to repay your kindness it is only right to keep the chain going and maybe just maybe one day all of humanity will be enveloped in peace, love and unity.
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Dear Mcn00ter Jacqueline...
I am also crying as I am writing this msg to you. I’ve never been good with words. But I hope what I have to say is good enough to give you at least a little comfort...
Once in a while, we get to be so lucky to find someone who touches or souls. To teach us how to understand about love that surpasses all other things in this world. You and I are of those lucky ones.
Grief I find comes in waves, big and strong. In the beginning, they came so often, I was drowning, barely had time to catch my breath. It’s been almost a year since I lost my Luna now... And oh, for sure, the waves still coming, still big and strong, still crash all over me. But in time, they come further apart, and in between I can breathe.
In the first few months, plenty of people told me that she’s still around me. I was so lost in my own pain & harrow, so longing to hug her, to smell her, to hear her, just to have her to be with me like before... I failed to see that she was actually still with me, all along, in spirit.
It took me months to actually “feel” her around me. I know now that she’s still with me, yes... in a different way, I guess. Maybe some people say it’s stupid that I say “I love you Luna”, that I feel like I hug her when I hug my pillow, and I can see her in my mind that she’s smiling & looking at me with her big brown eyes that say “I love you too, Mom”.
Your best mate & my Luna aren’t gone. Because they are with us, we are keeping them inside of us. Because they left so many foot prints in our hearts. They’re always with us.
Monki i felt every word you wrote as if the words were a sensation running through my whole body like an electric current. Pay no heed to others who fail to appreciate our grief as it should not matter for what or whom we grieve our pain is real.
I want to wrap my arms around you, the kind souls that took the time to reply to me and all that have loved and lost their pets all over the world xxx