desperate for guidence
i am a young psychic medium. well i call myself a psychic medium sometimes i feel it and know it to be true, sometimes i feel completley lost with my gift & don’t know what i am. i’ve never received a reading in my life but i’m open to it. i get a lot of my information through dreaming & having psychic dreams & my feelings i get. i know i’m a healer i’ve done some incredible things as a kid & adult. when i was a kid i would be terrified to go to bed scared the “aliens” would take me. i know that sounds crazy but i’ve always felt connected to higher beings, my entire life. also i would tell my mom stories about how i could control the wind and i would go outside and show her, i would tell her how i could talk to the trees. if anyone feels anything or could read anything i would greatly appreciate it.🤍
I feel your spirit guide is ready to communicate with you, only if you are ready and willing, but you have to accept the guides help, you are gifted I feel, you are like me in a lot of ways, as for me, I can read others, just not to well for my own self, but don't give up out there, you have help from unseen spiritual forces all you have to do is ask for guidance.
I agree with Phonix, find hour spirit guides. Some people call them guardian angels or spirit animals. They exist regardless of what form they take and what you call them. Do you meditate? Set up a sacred space, set aside time, and quiet your mind. You can also ask your spirit guides to come into your dreams. You must be very specific, inviting only your own spirit guides in otherwise there could be trouble.
You seem to have a great gift. Don't stress about not knowing how to use it. Look at the learning process as a journey. It's going to take years. Good mentors are hard to find, but maybe one will come into your life.
Blessings on your journey,
Sanford